♥ Hot air balloon Carnival

So there are three of us went for this trip.
I din't really hope too much because i din't really get enough sleep few days before this trip.
Until the day before we went there , i was overnight at lokyeow place.
Thanks for boyfriend , talked something really hurt until i was sleeping with angry atmosphere.
Ya, seriously.
i will sleep better if something really make me mad
always thought because something made me mad  will make my mind felt extreamly tired.
normally , even how i slept , i would woke up at middle of the night.
i don't know why.

alright , get back to topic.
So , i woke up at 6:30am on saturday.
Bath and settled until wait qk to came.
Then we had our breakfast at kepong then straight to putrajaya.

so we reached there almost 10:15am like that.
and then left only few hot air balloons
because afternoon was coming so those balloon is going to rest until evening.
But what i thought was "they were terrify the whether too hot will affect the hot air balloons."
LOL. My imagination can reach the highest level already haahaha.

after took some photos ,
we can't stand the heat of the whether man.
feels praying for a windy whether D;

after that we moved to the bazaar,

Those balloons are so expensive man.
cute also no use liao laaaaaaa...
so waste , then after few days also become nothing already right.

after that we spotted this !!!!!!!
Giant bubblesss !
feel like want to have a game with it but seriously we can't stand the heat man -.-

After that we spotted a park.
damn nice , damn relax , damn romantic.
hahahah.
Took lot of pictures with babe lokyeow !

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So after that , thanks our beloved god.
I got PMS but i already prepared.
So not a big deals.
but i got heat stroke instantaneously right after shootings.
I vomited "bubbles" and i felt faintness.
thanks qk helped me to bought water and lokyeow take care me.
damn, I still can felt myself weakness during that time.

There are lot of random photos.
They visited the whole putrajaya but i dint join and i just stay inside the car due to my sickness.

♥ Recently.

我的人很奇怪 人家都喜欢的

我都不会喜欢 

人家都在玩得Apps Games,

我都是唱反调的.

我的人不算孤僻吧

我开心的时候会叽叽喳喳的

不开心的时候就静静的.

陌生的时候会摆着一个不会笑的样子

熟了的朋友我不会顾形象

最近压力的确大到极点

有跟踪Twitter的朋友都应该懂我多么讨厌三月啊

真的真的超级讨厌!!!!! 

*其实你看我今天会打华文博客就懂我的心情很反复了*

我其实有个Badge的,

不知道几时开始 我就封为最佳聆听者

你不开心找我 就对了

但解决事情的东西 真的真的免了

不是说我不可以帮你解决

但有时候有些人真的很淋吊

你来找我 

问我意见

我的意见和你的不一样 你就说了一大堆逼我的你的意见一致

那么 你来我Keng什么咯? 

你只是要找个人来认同你吧了

我的时间不多 

我有好多东西要追

我不是很聪明吧了

但是成绩这些都是靠我自己努力拿回来的

虽然那天我的同学竟然教我怎么作弊

看到我做卷子做的那么头痛

直接就塞了几张纸给我抄

妈的 在抄答案的时候 我心脏声音跳到连自己都听到

出到去 直接就是手震

我很直接 真的

我不是很聪明 如果老师不给Tips 

就直接就去考试的话

我肯定科科都Resit . 

-,- 

*没有这么夸张啦其实哈哈哈哈*

我不能像其他人 靠背靠记 

妈妈的 朋友的脑真的超级厉害的

但我是要去了解 课文在说什么

我才可以写的出的人

其实了解很简单而已

但要我背 我觉得更加浪费时间

我觉得需要两个礼拜时间给我像他们背完整篇课文

所以我真的真的超级佩服 

课业上的就霸占了我压力的70八仙

我会一直想到我的前途

我很想要像其他人那样

给家里零用钱

帮爸爸妈妈还电费

给爸爸妈妈买点补品吃的

我是家里最叽喳的小孩

有我在家 会很吵的

所以有时妈咪和妹妹都会whatsapp找我聊天

有时候聊聊到 会很心酸很心酸

会很想哭

连我回去的见到男友

好像都只有我说 没有他说

让后他在一旁就哈哈的大笑

说

哇! 好怀念你叽叽喳喳的声音咧!

拿着行李到家

都会喊 daddy mummy! 我回家了咧!

男友看到这种情景都觉得很好笑

很像第一次拉行李回来这样

LOL

虽然最近

男友占有欲越来越强

如果我任他 那样 他就会习惯这么绑着我

我不能让他习惯那样 

我是个热爱自由的人

我从三年前可以一直一直变 

但就是热爱自由这回事我改不到

一被绑着

我就会讨厌 我就会反感

男友对很小事就很敏感

但却是最珍惜这份感情的人

其实最近觉得自己受的委屈好多

好多好多话想在这里说

但却找不到适合词句

感觉我说什么都不会有人懂

我很少找朋友聊上心事

几乎机会都是10趴

当我找朋友聊心事 就代表我就快崩溃了

所以大多数朋友看到我找他们

他们都不会推开我

除了那些真的只是为自己感受多想的"朋友"

心事这回事 男友懂最多

不是不想找朋友

但有时侯我想找谁都不懂

感觉别人都已经够烦了

他们才是最需要聆听的人

我的好像都是小事

但结果气都发泄去男友身上

好像只有他才会一刀又一刀的给我伤

但是却是还会把手抱的我紧紧的人

有时候连我自己都逃不开这样的温暖

其实我是个每个晚上都会睡醒的人

当压力来的时候 半夜睡觉一个小时都会醒

难听一点来说我真的自作孽

男友手机一定要充满电

Ipad也要调到一定的音量

老实说我真的看不惯什么付出不付出的东西

你甘愿的付出就不会想要得到什么回报

*你自己想吧 难得别人没有对你付出过吗?!!!*

不要说别人对你多不好多不好

不如想下为什么会一直被人家欺负

为什么别人受到尊重 但你没有

为什么整天把事情赖在别人身上

为什么把时间都花想些怎样去改变别人的东西

却不花时间改变一下自己

没有一个人是完美的 但尽量做到不要惹别人的事吧

每一个人都有东西要做 

每一个人都有烦恼要烦

你能帮到的 就是不要给人家添麻烦

人最大的缺点 就是把自己的感受放在第一位

有时候你责怪别人对你怎样怎样

但为什么从来没想过到底是你怎样惹的别人怎么对你

不要总是埋怨生活 想下怎么让生活佩服你吧

那些整天告诉全世界自己单身的

那不是找伴的办法 

想下positive的吧

上天只是要特别一点的留给你.

单身不是罪  但也不只是用嘴说说而已 

我很久没有打这种显露自己心情的文章

你可以看看就好

我没有拿枪指着你看的哦

♥ Birthday Post 2 :D

So after one week of test,
I am finally back here purposely to rush this post.

One month later only come back to update my birthday post #2?
sorrrreyyyy laaaa okay ):
People busy with college stuffs what can do lorrrr?
*dun slap me*
you can skip *if you want?*
or you just enjoyed every pictures that i posted here.

So pictures ALMOST credits from my classmates Qk.

Readyyyyyyy ...

Get Set.......

GO!
wtf, so childish.
*bangs wall*

what happened to both of the girls behind me huh -.-

so what happened on my birthday?
After breakfast at subway @ BU centrepoint
we went to Ikea to have ikea ice cream that only RM1 each ! :D
i spent them because that day was my big day, only 5 of us.
Others went to cyber edy lol
you guys zao bou laaa... hahahah!

so i only spending RM5 to gained happiness.
I guessed it worth for us, because we laughed so hardly because joking around.

So i spent them for RM1 ice cream,
satisfied happiness ! :D

Alright the middle one want to be special ,
so i spent her RM1 = One can of soft drinks.
OMGGGGG. I LOVE IKEAAAAA.
AHAHHA

I always imagined if i could bring along my family or boyfriend to shop about furniture.

Alright.

we just walked around :P

After that back to college,

I received THESE.

PRESSIEEEEE.

Actually i din't really expect from present.

Because I don't think is really important ,

i received wishes i can happy the whole day edy !

But still,

Thankyou your girls so muchhhhhhhhhhh.

You girls pressie made me feel the HEART ):

So touched, so many words that un-describable 

at least you girls know what i really like. 

aiyaaaaa..YALAAAA.

I STOP BEING SO CHEONG HEI LA.

SCROLL DOWN LO.....

So this a gift from snows !
My precious soul mate ever.
we might not always stay or stick together right now,
but whenever we met we still can talk alot.
thankyou for this  paris tower necklace dear (:

The face shop SAKE body lotion.
Is really an early Birthday gift from Elynn !
I love it because i am a really lazy person,
except for lotion :PP
Thanks again !

Hahahahah!
I told you guys right ,
I love cute stuffs !
An early birthday gift from fatty nicooooo (:
Sugar Glinder doll !
we have twins actually because she have a purple one
and mine is white.
Thankyou to you tooooo (:

 so this pressie that decorated till so PIAO LIANG is from Ern !

Ellui Accessories Eiffel Tower Necklace from my Xiao Ern !
i spotted this necklace really long time agooo and i controlling myself not to waste money because is an unnecessarily items for me :/
boyfriend said want to give me money to buy this but i rejected.
but is like magic when i saw this ,
Thankyou xiao ern paid close attention silently behind me. (:

An Eiffel tower picture frame from lokyeow and zink couple !
still reminded me can always change the picture hahahah!
Thankyou the most cutest couple in our class :D

A belated gift from my dear ex roomate tracy *tearsofjoy*
YES! another eiffel tower old school style necklace !
Thanks dear ! I miss the moment when we can't sleep in ,
we talk until we fall asleep ):
sighh.. missing hostel life so much ):

A comfortable TEE and also fake eyeliner stickers and shiseido mask from my Amelia dear !
The TEE was very very comfy seriously !
Mad love . Hahahah !
she feels sorry because was quiet late when she gave it to me.
But no choice maaa right.
I went back ON CNY leaaa..
hahah.


so that was end my gifts sessions !
I knew that right,
i very hang fuk.
seriously. thanks babes and dears ! (:

Now celebration sessions!

PT wrote "Happy birthday Fish" at my wall ,
additional one sentence "tonight i spend you eat nasi lemak okay?!"
damn excited you know !
You never try sea park nasi lemak!
i don't eat spicy food but i mad in love with their nasi lemak.
seriously damn delicious.

So we date at 7pm,
and my housemates coming along too of course !

then Pt whatsapp me :
"seriously ? u sure u wan nasi lemak?"
I replied:
"Yaaaalaaaa, don't tell me you lie me only lo"
then he said again,
"I'll be lateee... you follow ryan car aaaa Ok?"

so while i half way finished my nasi lemak,
Ryan said want to go pt car to take tissues,
pt gave him his car key then he left.
then their act like the car alarm non stop ringing,
so pt heading to his car.

5 minutes come back with a cake,
and my housemates singing birthday song!
Then my face like ;
stunned and looked at nico.
then everybody was looking at me.
Now i knew why PT YOU WERE LATE.
XD
I have a really great experiences that celebrating my birthday at MAMAK STALL.
HAHAHAH!
Appreciate you guys very muchhhhhhh!
so touched , so funny , so yu pei also.
because we keep retake the group photos.
hahaha

Thankyou pt and my previous housemates for the memorable night !

so the next celebration with classmates?
our "Old places" @ 1U wong kwok !
Hahahah.
wong kwok again?

the third celebration when i returned to KK during CNY !
please refer to this (Click Here)
after Row 22 ! i've mentioned before
TEEEEHEEEEEEEE.

THANKS FOR EVERYONE THAT SHOWS YOUR LOVE.

Damn damn damn touched,

damn damn damn happy,

damn damn damn appreciated what you guys have did for me ):

Love all of you.

always.

thanks again :)