if you were my close friends you shall know,
my lovely aunt Angeline had moved to Australia Adelaide for her new life.
fyi, They had planned really long time ago, so don't ask me why things comes so sudden.
I miss them so much, just because we spent lot of time together.
So when they came to KL to attended cousin wedding ,
I try to arrange my time for them even i was having final at the continued weeks.
The Most left hand side with black dress is my aunt ! :)
So on the 29th November night,
My Parents had went to west malaysia to attended another wedding from daddy side relatives.
We stayed here to attended my aunt gathering (:
The first time i brought lenx as a boyfriend identities joined us at Cempaka Lounge with my relatives , My uncles , aunties after Isabelle niece one year old birthday.
You guys know what , i have a damn ROCK families.
even my uncles have two 20+ years old , the second smallest is 16 , the smallest is 7years children, my aunt have three children , and they are 12, 11, and 9years old.
But they still feel they are young ! hahah, like us :PPPP!
You know what ? I wont join friends to clubbing , pub or even lounge.
I only joined my families and relatives , because i know i will always safe when i am with them.
nothings better then families right ? :)
They only wants you to be safe , taught me drinks alcohol to prevent tragedy.
They taught me how to drinks and know where is my limitation.
We are Much more craziest then you thought !
then this was the second time i brought along lenx to my aunt gathering.
No, i should said this is the first time i bring boyfriend to join them.
and i dont know why samboy kept stick with him.
Lenx bought a Fujifilm Instax Mini7 for my Early Christmas pressie !
and i took the second film with my lovely aunt :) I wont believe a guy with his promises but i believed in what he proved.
so the day before their flight i gave this film to my aunt , and asked not to forget me.
She said : of course i won't ! Sha derh !
and ya! forgot to mentioned the dress i wore to her gathering is an early Christmas pressie from my aunt too!
she always have the best taste of choosing cloths , she knew my types too :D
Actually i still not get use and cant accept the fact that this christmas without them,
I miss those little ones so much.
maybe i shall accept the fact.
kthxbye.
*I have to mention before i start this .
This is seriously not an advertutorial :)
True Story.
Play the video above before you start reading this.
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3 years ago ,
The Perete families went through the most toughest moment
before we totally accepted the fact that he was leaving us.
I'm the first grandchild who watching how my grandpa leaving before the other's came.
The pictures of that day is still on my mind. *I still remembered i ponteng class because want to accompany mummy to hospital*
the memory never gone until now.
My Smallest Aunty was hugging me and i felt her fear.
We starred on those doctors whose trying to save him and our heart keep praying for him. *there were 3doctors if no wrong*
My grandma was coming on the other side with her tears , and fainted.
Until those doctors told us that they felt so so sorry and they already tried their best.
Everyone was finally Collapsed .
I was stunned for 4 or 5 seconds and the tears can't stop falling.
All of My cousins, uncle and aunties were finally came.
While my Cousin sister April reached, both of us hugged each other and crying desperately.
all of us felt hurt.
besides, all of us waiting for the father/priest.
we calmed ourselves down and done the prayer for our beloved.
The Funeral van was finally here,
Both of my cousins brothers and i accompanied him until the funeral parlor.
Until today , we never forget his smile , his action , his laughter, and what he taught us. especially the moment he holding the guitar to play and all of us sing together every gathering .
last few days ,
I was begging boyfriend to accompany me to a park that grandpa usually bring us there to Jogged once i got back.
because Never forget the moment that he brought three of my little cousin ,
My sister , Cousins sister went there to have a jog,
The most awesome moment was all of us was singing nursery rhymes on the car while on the way to the park.
Last few weeks ,
I was facing the most depressed moments that i never had in my college life.
I never tell or showing out to friends or boyfriend until i play less, joke less with them.
Just because can't find anyone right to tell.
or maybe can said this , i dunno what to tell .
Until the day , anniversary of his death.
I dreamed my beloved my grandpa.
I dreamed that my sister and I was in a room.
she went out to balcony to took my shirt , * but My real life room doesn't have a balcony*
she came in with fear and locked up the door directly and said there was a stranger outside.
the stranger knocked on the door and i opened it . *Why am i so stupid. LOL*
He asked me " Where is My Brother?!" with a very fierce expression on his face.
I got shocked and i ran out from my room but in the same time I saw Him, my grandpa and he hugged me directly.
I woke up and called boyfriend directly and my heart pumped very fast. *Actually i want to called Mummy first but was already midnight.i afraid she will get shock.*
He asked me what happened to me this few days , keep woke up on the midnight.
and i told him what i had dreamed. to be honest , i am sweating when i told him this.
then i asked him , "today... 23rd? izzit 23rd?!"
He stay stunned and said "Yeaaa.. why ?"
I was thinking izzit 21st of 23rd my grandpa anni. *I almost forget about it because stressing for few days*
Boyfriend accompanied me and asked me Stop thinking about it..
have a good night sleep so i could called my mom to asked about it tomorrow morning.
On 23rd of October,
i called my mother and ask her to make sure the date early in the morning.
She asked why and then I told her what i dreamed in the midnight.
she bought my last phone number at sabah 4D.
and the next day my number really out at the special prize.
My mum was so adorable,
called me early in the morning and told me the good news.
After the amazing dream,
i had a good night sleep every night.
the percentage that i woke up in the middle of night was decreased.
So ,
grandpa . Thanks for always being with me.
I think i understand what you trying to message me in my dream .
This is the greatest dream that i never had.
And ya !
The little girl on the video is my cousin sister Estee and the father inside the video is my uncle.
the one who singing this is my Smallest aunt!
Support local music please.
share it out (:
This is also a very late and short post .
I only have a little time for me to update this.
as i said , i ate the third time cake in the month of september,
i'm not really a cake lover, i only prefer tiramisu cake and chocolate cheese cake.
But actually i really afraid to have a cake on my birthday ,
I don't like to blow those CANDLES On the cake to remind my age.
I will cry on my birthday if want me to blow all the candles on my birthday.
Back to my main topic.
So we went to seafood restaurant to celebrate my brother birthday !
I don't understand why i was excited then my brother , His birthday not mine.
LOL.
Because the whole semester 4 i don't even have chance to have seafood as my dinner.
Imagine that how much i craving for SEAFOODS.
HAHAHA.
awwww.. those pictures made me missing seafoods again ):
Alright ! Done my short post !
See you guys again later (:
So let you guys know about Jyin birthday gathering with surprises again :D
so it was last last last monday before snows going back. *onemonthagopost?*
LOL
I told her that we going to have gathering before snows going back to KL (x
So lenx be my baby sitter the whole day ,
he brought me to strawberry cake shop to order a half kg cake.
and then brought me to upperstar damai for lunch .
after that Picked my sister Up from school,
and then off to inanam to took my NEW IC!
YES! I got my new IC! :D
after that brought me to lintas to Took away ZenQ dessert and sent it to my mummy office :D
sent my sister home and i took bath like 20-30mins to rush . prepare everything .
Then off to Suria to Bought Jyin Birthday pressie ! :D
We visited Winds too! while he want to took a hair cut !
After that Lenx bought me a cup of starbucks then rush to Damai to took our birthday girl Cake !
Then we together went off to Lintas station one leisure Cafe :D
*Phiewwww*
*handsonforehead*
So we still act nothing as usual ,
took our dinner and started to chit chatting .
Girls talked around.
Guys played Cards.
listening to live ,
station one having singing competition too.
Until 9pm . Eve who just besides reminded me .
Because Lenx sat far from me so he called me and reminded me was already 9pm.
Lol. Both of them really damn punctual .
I gave Lenx an ordered to told one of the waiter over there to prepared the cake and pleased them to stop the live band for Jyin Birthday songs.
we still non stop our girls topic and act nothing until the live band sang a birthday song for her !
Things goes very well !
But Our Jyin too smart.
She already guessed it very early that we will celebrated her birthday before Eve went back to KL.
