♥ 不, 我爱.

I am totally stress out with my Trail one Results.
True. All Other Subjects got improvement :)
BUT. except My science !!! SCI-EN-CE!!! 
Regress? Bha.
I admit i did careless for this time.
but i wont sad for how long :)
Only for temporarily.
Teeeeheee! i want to smile like from east to west ! xD


Anywayy,
someone been asking what happen to me and dear.
but i think only snows know what happen >
i really dun like anyone to take me and dear as a chatting topics,
between my family been visiting my blog once a moments,
so i deleted the conversation of two of us.

btw.
dear, if you never cold down yourself,
we really having problem to communicate.
SO i just wait you to cold down yourself then i will reply you.
not i don't want, but please

and.
i dint break our promise.
i even scared to promised you anything.
i think i just broke the promise of i dint eat properly for this few days lor.
that's all. 
you can choose to believe me or not,
but you cant adopted that i having wrong.
because you dont even know what the real PROBLEM that blocking us right now.

This is the second time i try to forget.
but please dun let me to lost the confidences that i having on you.
long distance not easy but  full of challenges,
if you never cold down yourself to solve the problem,
the another way that i will choose is break.

We always having arguement in august,
every year? last year, this year. how abot nxt year?
i already tell you in the 1st of the august de lor.

AH.
this made me tired to explain everything,
really boring with it.

I love you.

and i choose to solve the problem.
did you get it?

Tomorrow HOLIDAY!
Nerhs. i mean myself only xD
guys, try your best in the English test owh!
I support you guys silently xD
Person in kundasang, heart still be with you guys derh!
Gogogo lao por :) 

Even my classmates, +u+u !!!  
Clarice , tan, siang, Jesselyn, Yu jie , Darren and other's :)
Aiyah. Garry pro edi larhs. no need to support derhs xD
JK.



But actually i quite worry about teacher rosalind :(
she came our class before class dismiss and remind us Not To absent tomorrow.
But i really cant make it orhs ! I have no idea how to attend class tomorrow.
Teacher Rosalind 势力 太大 :( !!!

Blogg end.

2:53pm

♥ 为所欲为

最近爱上 “摩斯特 ♥ Da.Mon.Ster ”
他们的歌 !  xD

虽然知道有这个组合有一段时间.
可是当时并没有什么特别想去搜索他们的歌.
我是支持实力派的好吗?! *心中呐喊 
他们真的是实力派的啦  :)

在 OneFm 无意中 听到 "I Love You,You Love Me"
转个头就问我老妹,
`` 这首是什么歌? 旋律吸引到我哦!
 超级可爱的!


他们的歌很特别
不但旋律好好听,
歌词有深度 也很有道理.

其中 Expired Rubbish.
过期垃圾是 Danny one 的作品 :)
MV 把我弄哭了 !



歌词写的都是现在大多数不懂的珍惜父母的年轻人,
老实说!
我真的很爱!

各位年轻人们
你们到底懂不懂没有父母就没有你们?
"你有自己二人世界 创造自己家人的空间"
"听一听 他们心里话"


父母把你们生下来不是要你们当他老去的时候
把他们送去老人院. 如果真的是这样 倒不如把你生下来的后一秒钟送去孤儿院 不是更好吗?

Betweeeeen !



Lyric's

老实讲，
需要改变所有的思想
抛开理想
跟贴真理去向
天真是我得不到称赞。
仲要信，还要找真爱真相。

肤色之分挑起斗争
贪心之人摧毁一生
开始发起对的口吻
还要捻 仲要等？
DJ PLAY MY SONG

Would you give me some
LOVE LOVE LOVE
Would you give me some
LOVE LOVE LOVE

无人想要战争
LOVE LOVE LOVE
和平相当震奋。
LOVE LOVE LOVE

(everybody singing) 我地念一念
想一想
点解为左个人利益挑起战争斗争
领到平民百姓变成残废泪人
幼稚天真 就系贪心之人
搞到我地无觉好训

我问你
为乜为乜 peace 停止战争
米当我地好次游戏人物
炸完又可以翻生

再peace停止战火战争
天真
番返我地和平世界即人生

``kebebasan suara 

这首歌好适合  "ONE MALAYSIA"  哦!
种族歧视的Case 还真的很多阿 *擦汗.

没有华人就没有吉隆坡 到底懂不懂啊!

快想揍人了我!

你们的Sejarah真的有差到那种地步吗? 

支持到底 :)

一连番的介绍后,
轮到我说关于我的事咯 :)
我的Trial one 语卷子派回来了!
Paper 2 罢了啦 :)

听说我是全班第二高分 :)
可是不知道Paper 1 会是多少分?
我的KOMSAS 那部分,
真的觉得很可爱.

(i)  部分满分7分我拿6 分 :)
(ii) 部分我还没有写完的!
可是既然拿满分8分!!
总分15分我拿14分! xD

我出去拿卷子的时候,
老师猛说 "不错不错 进步很大"

现在只剩下作文哦 :(
我作文根本不懂自己在写什么.
整个超担心Paper 1的分数会害死我  :(
毕竟又是 Coyotito 老师改的!
*晕死

她改卷子肯定是偏心的 :(
我又没有乖乖上过她的课,
只要上她的课 我肯定跟同学在后面哈拉的.

拍马屁不是我的个性好吗?!
*大哭

只能祈祷了,
祈祷力量大 xDD

好啦,

就这样咯.

Blogg end.

5:35pm

♥ Relax-day.

今天打華語字吶!
((( 拍手拍手!

今天和老婆們去打羽球.本來蕾老婆不能夠去的,
哪裡知道早上看到她帶羽球拍來學校
大家都很訝異! 
還問她為什麼帶羽球拍xD



今天考完試了 :)
是數學卷子!
我大部分都會作答
可是答案準不准我不知道..

放學後跟著老師的車到體育館 :D


P/s :
*其實我現在很累 很懶惰繼續寫
可是我要發揮博客的精神!
堅持的寫完它 !!!

我們把身上的校服換了之後就把午餐吃了.
看见离我们预定的时间还有些时间
我們就到體育館的遊樂場玩XDDDD
我們真的是童心未眠 XDDDDD


老实说
真的很久没有那么疯了 :D

你看看 你看看~
這些可愛又活潑的孩子們 !
xDDDD

看见时间差不多了
就回去了， 准备开战!


老实说 一开始的三打三真的很好笑!
根本没有心要玩哦,
一直边打球边笑场
最疯癫就是我们了哦 XDDD


璇你怎么可以打中自己的队友阿 :(
害我整个笑到坐在地上 XDDDDDDD!


晚上的时候呢,
就跟雪和璇一起共度三人的晚餐 ~~~~~~xD
雪叫的是 一盘Fried Chicken Chop.
璇叫的是一盘 Grilled Chicken Chop.
我叫的是 Fish n Chips !


之后边吃边聊天
我们真的很享受哦今天 !

:)))


整个觉得超轻松的 ;)
身体轻到可以飘起来 xDDD

好啦.
真的很悃了.


Have a good night sleep everyone ;)
Loves!

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10:43pm

♥ Live to Love.

Hmmm.
not quite in the mood now.
so just keep walk around blogger blogs,
Ha. Same in the facebook ;)

I am wondering,
there's always a rainbow after the war.
maybe not only one !
SPM really getting near..
Schools are getting craze too..
Even my tuition teachers getting nervous.

I cant wait for tommorrow.
I really need to released all the stress.

apart from that,
i really need to burn my own FATS!
even Dear also say me fat,,
He absolutely Delighted i getting fattier
know why?
because he want me to suit him ==!
kns de lorhs him.

But impossible i want to on diet now.
My parents was just came back from TENOM.
my dad just got his salary , anyway,
my dad said he paid everything for my KL Trip!
xDDDDD
they bring alots of durians!!!!
in addition,
they even bring alots of foods,
My Fav Ikan Panggang also GOT!
how i diet >"

but it help alots,
Just like snows said,
EAT TO RELEASED STRESS!
no wonder i getting FAT!

Urghhh,
I gonna control My mouth ;(
if not really sore throat and also got Bubbles xD
i mean Ulcers xDDD

Anyways,
excel last paper tommorrow ;)
After 11:40am tomorrow ,
I am Relax MAN! xD
at least can rest liao,
but after that,
another problem,
Reports Card !
Gosh.. i really don;t want to face the music of my mother :(
really hope my dad will help me take ! :(

today that's it ! ;)

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4:50pm

♥ 不分先后

 很想说
其实你很好
你已经努力做到最好了

不管多少人怎样不支持你
不管多少人怎样看你
不管失败多少次

在这一年多里
虽然没有机会在你身边
陪你渡过每一次的重要节日

可是还是谢谢你
每当我问你会不会对等待厌倦
你总说 "都等了那么久 等多以下又不会怎样"

你这样回答 其实真的让我觉得很窝心
为什么只有你可以和我在一起那么久 ;)

其实想说
谢谢你怎么配合我
努力去做你分内的事
谢谢你 常在我想你的时候出现
努力给我要的 未来

还有谢谢你 是我最理想的男朋友;)
做个在朋友面前是个大男人 在我心里是个幼稚男朋友.

you're my friend and that is true,
but the gift was given from me to you.
we went thru moments that were good and bad,
even moments that were happy and sad.
you supported me when i was in tears,
we stuck together when we were in fear,

its really sad that it had to be this way,
but it has reached its very last day.
miles away cant keep us apart,
'cause you'll always be in my heart.

Make new friends
But keep the old
One is sliver and the other gold !


你们对我来说都是不分先后
不管你怎么变 怎么讨厌我
我都有保留一个位置给你
在你受伤完了 永远有个位置留给你.

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4:56pm

♥ Happy Bday Jayden !

Actually this was yesterday article.
So I just continue today la.


Yesterday was immensely frazzled.
after church then finished our breakfast at TA then going to Wisma merdeka.
Just come back from Wisma Merdeka,
rushing with my blog,
after finished my blog its already 2:36pm !
Jayden Pressie not yet wrap it on !
so just Bath and prepared everything of myself.
when i came out my mother already wrapped the pressie on xD

The party so many people.
and so many BABIES!
xDDDD Cutieee them.
i have no chances to take picture :(

But anyway.
Happy 1 year old birthday Jayden !

He smiled !!! xDDD
Fiish :  Mummy ! He is So cute ! OmgOmg!
Mum : ==! Craze you.

Many desserts and  foods !
two types of cakes.
The party made it 3pm !
they made it like High tea time ;)
Special Bday party xD

Reached home by 6pm.
Damn Exhausted,
Whole day like busying.

Anyway,
today is a silent dayy.
Silver bell ~ silver bell ~
LOL.
i just cant wait for Christmas :(
But i Just have to 4 months to go through my SPM.
Freaking Panic.
Everyday countdown For SPM.

Dearrrrrrr.
remembered owh ! our promise ! XD

I am going to KL after SPM.
the next day after my SPM exminations.
:))) My mother told me that, she hope i going for two weeks.
but she only can have one week leave.
So maybe i gonna find my cousins to accompany me there!
My mother said she would only go for one week.
but i can two weeks.
Hmmmm..
I know what is she thinking ==!

But !
i wan to find who ?!
Urghhhhh.
Confusing !

Eric?
I think Eric would like to go there xDDD
Samantha also can de bha .
but dunno her dad let her go or not :(

Jonsond Busying with his Assignments.
Huhuhu .. Nobody Accompany me now.
but he promised he will accompany me tonight !
Love you deeeply ! xD

Muacks !

Happy chinese valentines Laopor ;)) !!

Blogg end.

4:19pm

♥ Happiness.

Wooooooots.
Today moral papers not bad :)
Just because teachers taught us before,
and i know how to answered :)
but i dun care the result for excel seriously xD
i tried my best edi.

My science will Fail ! Fail ! Fail ! :(
i mean the SPM trial one Science result !
I lost so many marks because i don't even know need to fill some of the questions.
Dissapointed on myself .
just because some of the quetions are really so EASY!
but i still failed :(

Yeeeeeeeee.
already was a past!
so just Try again next time !


i really easy got mad with my classmates(?)
Except those really knew what i am thinking ;)
So don't talk anything with me,
I wont bothered you guys.

i treated u guys nicely and last u guys still like that,
so . Dont think i am ok with u guys.
You're changed since when you change your places.

As you guys know,
Fiish extreamly love children.
but i dint said i want to born a baby THIS EARLY!

I just felt that babies or children under 6 years old was very Cute and lovable.
you know why?
They will never think too much about you.
They were just simple. absolutely simple human being. 
So i love them , those children in the whole world.
They smiled like an angel,
and live a very simple life.

and I,
just felt absolutely relax while playing with them,
or Happy when i saw babies or children.
they're cute isn't it?
I love all their REAL expressions and no FAKE =)
They're Extreamly Naive and never acting.
that why i love babies so much,
they were my super professional secret listener ;)
Btw,
they wont remembered what you had talked with them after they're grew up.
and wont tell anyone when you talked something secret with them.
Or you cried infront of them.
they would just made you smile in a few seconds.
*i really tried before with samboy.
so he is my secret listener actually xD.
and he do know me very well.

Samboy My couziee ;)

AJ !!!!!!!!!!!!!!
My secret angel boy xD

Isaac's Nephew ;)

I need babies girl !
i lost estee babies photo in my old computer :(


Dear !
can i put Didi photo's up here?
xDDDD
Dear nephew were so damn cutee ! xD

Blogg end.

2:07pm

♥ 加油。

真的是不够努力啦,
哭也没有用 :(

在班上算到自己的分数的时候,
整个对着那计算机愣着,
然后还死命忍着不哭.
在礼堂听到姐妹叫我
我更是死撑.

难过不是因为怕老师罚我啦,
老师也没有去提 了.

一来到礼堂
旁边坐的是Clarice和周妹..
后面是Sot到无可救药的陈允郡和Jeanneth. (?)
我对这几个开心果 总是没辙 =X

一摆好位子, 就坐下来跟姐妹诉苦 :(
字条传过去 心情还好.
字条传回来也还好.
亲自送过去 看到姐妹们的脸. 有点开始无法控制.
Steps把字条亲自送回来,, 忍不到了 :'(
看到姐妹我真的总是忍不到.
我头翻过去的时候 ,,

天啊 ==! 宇杰和旁边那几个都正视我.
无法逃得过他们的眼睛就只好含着眼泪跟她们玩..
可是不知为什么眼泪整个就是崩溃 ==!
老实说 无法死撑鸟,
眼睛湿了就是湿了.

可是还是谢谢姐妹的鼓励,
虽然还是很难过很难过,
我总在哭过后 看的很开,
所以绝对绝对没事  ;)

MISSION bhaaa ! XD


Dear,
我知道你比我聪明啦..
你到底是不是挺我的哦 @#$%&
如果你在身边  我肯定咬你!

继续加油 继续努力前进  :D!!!
说一声 加油 ! 一切更美好
所有的悲伤请往边靠 XDD

不管顺流或逆流

总得抬起头

我们一起走

:)

Blogg end.

3:50pm

♥ 苦中作乐.

做完科学卷子后,

整个人趴在桌子上.

可是无法睡着.

很不舒服 :(

吃东西 食物会不上不下

加上就算吃了 会很想吐出来.

在回家路上整个人超辛苦  :(

脸 那一点笑容都挤不出来.

跟以前没两样.

现在又没办法躺着休息,

因为实在是太不舒服了 ..

对不起,,

如果刚刚无法配合你们的快乐 :(

也摆着脸色.

真的很抱歉 ..

给你们一个大大拥抱!

你们收吗?

xD

我没有生气还是要投诉你们抢钱啦.

我知道你们最后还是会给回我啊! xD

可是真的无法好动起来 :(

不然真正的我 真的会去追你们把钱抢回来 xDDD

刚刚Louis跟我说,

还没有开始考试 你都给自己压力了.

我并没有觉得很有压力啦..

只是这样天天熬夜 除了星期五和星期六的晚上没有之外.

整个人真的很虚弱.

所以早上我需要的是精神 ,,

不然考试很难过关.

 加油的力量真的很大哦 =)

你们的加油给我很大的勇气!

什么勇气?

一起Tembak的勇气 XDDD

刚才在做数学卷子的时候.

我们完全当老师不在咧.

我整个人还翻去后面跟Darren确认答案 XD

之后黄宇杰是做数学做到疯了 !

一直在那边疯言疯语,

因为他坐在我的后面的右手边,

我人坐斜一就很容易看到他.

也因为这样

他一直害我笑场!

他还教我怎么用抢射!

A = Answer

C= Correct.

不然B 也行,

B= Betul .

我的双眼一直盯着他 ,

这个人做数学做到疯了吗?

XDDDDD

我昨天亲手做的

Chocolate Milkshake ! ;)

不知道为什么喝亲手做的又种说不出的满足感 ;)

子惠子惠!

远方的我祝远方的你生日快乐哦 ;)

长大了要乖吼! XDDD

Ciao ~ ♥

Blogg end.

3:45pm

♥ 长大?

Had been to Little Italy to have our Dinner  Last night,,
It was so F-U-L-L! I just ate abit! Those Cheezzy Made me full like hell.
Ok anyway.
yesterday had been discussing with my mother about year-end-Vacation.
She want me to check  the flight To KL.

Besides,
my cousin come from at KL will be here at september or october?
I just cant wait to see her. =D miss her alots !


Plan still going on.

在大人的世界里,
我们有不明白的事务.

我也不明白,
为什么爸爸妈妈不放手的让妹妹跌倒一次,
哪怕让她觉得痛一次也好.

只要她一哭,
爸妈就怕了.

或许越大  爸妈最不担心的是我,
最放心的让我冒险.
他们总觉得我跌倒了,
还是有勇气站起来.

至少我跌倒多了,
以后我就不会再哭着要妈妈买这个买那个.

谁说做生意亏损了就不能赚回来?
没有能不能 只看你要不要!

是谁说成绩跌了 不能爬上来?
没有努力去种菜 怎么有菜吃?

有时候阿,
我发现他们不宠坏我是好的.

不管我曾经不珍惜的爱情,
那些都是未成长的记录.

不管有多少次 被妈妈发现我在哭.
她每次都说 : 你哭什么?!

而我记得,
我妹妹哭的时候,
我妈妈都静静不说话也不理会.

我知道他们最疼最在意的是,
我和哥哥  比较跌的下的孩子.

就算陷入陷阱 也有本事爬上来.

I really dulan with my Karate Club sensei.
i dint go for karate for how many months?
still kept SMS me want me to PAY rm 30 every month.
i knew Karate Club is not active like last time.
70+ students only got 20+ students going.
I even know SENSEI Rugi much.
but hello?

we dint go for how many months?
i kept paying for what?
not only me.
other's also same.

we paid for ?
you pun dint teach us anymore.
why kept asking us to pay?
no pay seek for pengetua?
if you want to play ugut,
please play with yourself.

I rather learn with my brother if like that.

Blogg end.

11:00am.

♥ Ex-Papers.

I burned the midnight oil last night.
I slept at 9:30pm and then woke up at 1am.
open up the BM references book,
After confidence with BM continue with English again.
Dear accompany me untill 3:30++am.
Yer, i cant stop loving you liao xD
how come i have a good DD like you derhs? 


I drank one cup coffee before i started,
but i totally forgot i drank it with an empty stomach,
Seriously, I don't even feel it.

Sorry sorry girls,
i just want to score better than last time,
and about coffee that really was an incident =@=!
i cant even feel it =(

Fortunely,
My sister slept with my mother last night,
I open the Lamp the whole night =@=

Talk about todayy papers first !
BM Paper 2?
I knew how to answer , but Correct or not still under a question mark.
Btw ,
DUHAI PENTAFSIR difficulities was 80%!!!
how i know the penyajak keadaan how orhs? O.O?
first Question i already started *shake head

Tatabahasa,
Bina Ayat really Bu tiam,
But i still finished it,
My Teacher already warning us cannot blank those Question,
Remember what just write on it.
Peribahasa i studied ! but it want us to explain the meaning ,
I just memorize the peribahasa lorhs,, dint memorize the meaning,
but i know what it meant la.
真的不知道这次的枪射到准不准.

Aiks.
I relly had to improve my timing edi.
Always also not enough time to finish the whole papers.
I really Petrify with SPM already :(

How about English paper 1?
The article made me really sick with it.
i wrote untill the forth paragraph already then i knew
First Paragraph ALL was NONSENCE!
so i CUT the whole first paragraph and The second paragraph became the first.
My exam foolscap paper Only 1 word could describe.
MESSY!!!!!! 乱!!!!!!!!!
Until myself also no eye see already.
*finger-crossed.

Liquid and liquid paper are not allowed to use :(
soooo. I tried to avoided for using BLANKO :(

and then what to do?
wrong words?
CUT using ruler,
the whole sentences wrong?
CUT the whole sentences.
So DAMN MESSY. Oh my gosh.

tomorrow BI paper 1 and Sejarah paper 2 ;(

PLEASE!!!!!!!!!

I don't want to fail my History paper again !
So i gonna study whole trough the night for preparing History paper's ~

All The best Everyone ! 

Muah ! xD

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4:55pm ;)

♥ AUGUST!

First and foremost,
Freaking Frazzled.
I really hope those thing wont happen again.
Please larhs,
Be matured , Grow up please!
You made the whole family headache !

Anyway,
A brand new month xD

AUGUST!

Dear kept playing with my Facebook account =@=
and this made Leong and Dear become friend.
actually they know each other very early liaw,
but leong forget and dear remembered.
two of them talk so  much . LOL.


while i playing dear account,
i was chatting with him using his account while he was using my account,
the feel so WEIRD.
Like chatting with myself like that.
But he better then me =@=
i was playing his 2 account,
Busy DAO!
I swear nxt time i just open one account ,
The most FAMOUS account xDDDD!
There many things too see laaa xD
Even Tepung also gobsmack when saw Dear yg replied his PM xDD

apart from that,
I got schock with JYIN sms early in the morning,
she sms me around 8:15am ,
and then i thought like very serious problem she had,
becuz she warning me like this
"dun got shock worr".

Idk can tell you guys here or not,
But if you guys dunno what is happening go and check it out  ! XD
but of coz was a good news :)
要绑着他哦 xDDD

I attened Father chi mass just now.
He was very suffer ,
but he Finished the mass ,
while i receiving the eucharist from him,
warm tears trickled down my cheeks.
not only me,
Everybody cried.

We dun even can hear what he talked about,
Microphone cannot help too.
this remind me of my grandfather's.
before my grandfather passed away,
his voice turned very very bad.
same with father chi.

God's calling,
anytime anywhere.
what we can do are just PRAY.

Don't Talked about the Malay Wedding,
sat in the car for one hour half. Oh man.
totally EXHAUSTED.
After reach also no mood to enjoy liao.
But the view very nice ;)



Say Hi to august everyone ! xD

××××××××××♥×××××××××

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5:03PM