2010年12月31日 星期五

♥ 当它不再回来.

 

 今年的却发生很多不愉快的事

可是因为这样才发现自己其实越长越大
虽然在家人眼里 我永远听到 " 你还小 ".
在朋友面前 "不会想 不成熟"
在男友手心 还把自己当小孩呵护.

可是谁知道 
我也面对过负面的情绪
但是最后却什么都往乐观的方面想.

心情起伏很大.
你说你听说

我敢说
听说都只是个屁.

听来的 不一定是真的
看到的也不一定是所想的

你什么都想知道
怎么不去问 
而自己在后面慢慢猜?

你知不知道
每一个人都有他做事的理由?

难道你没有发现
你自己猜的都只是负面的?


当你妒忌而产生生气
然后就在后面 乱说是非.

我敢说
你已经输了

你有你的风格
他有他的风格

自己做不到的
不一定要说别人的

你为什么要和杂志上的麻豆一摸一样?

为什么当人家说其他人比较美
你心里产生妒忌?

你知不知道
这些都代表你输了?

为什么要和别人做比较呢?
不要把自己给埋没了.





 你说别人傻
说别人这个不好
说别人那个不好

你知不知道
你怎样对待人家
人家也会怎么对待你?





 但重点

我想说
这些都让他过去吧


难道你一直希望什么都知道
有必要让自己那么累?

难道别人有什么你却没有
你就说人家?
有必要那么累?


难道一直走在人家的脚步后面
你就会开心?
有必要这样?

难道你自己在那里不爽这个和那个
对自己的健康会有益?




 2010 已经是过去式 
没必要把不开心的事情
 一直重新提回来
2011 是我18岁的开始.
我要努力学习独立

虽然很多计划临时改变.
可是我觉得这样也没什么不好
因为我真的还没有那个心理准备.
一个人去没有家人的地方.

半年后,
就真的没有办法逃离了 ):

但是

要放下但不要忘记

 虽然2010只有365天
但是 别忘了 和它说谢谢

因为要经过那365天来长大
才有今年的2011 阿..
别忘恩负义咯 xD!




 2011 外表换不换

不重要

内心的魔鬼
驱走最重要. (:



小鱼借这个机会和

`` 家人
``Uncles and aunties
`` 表哥表姐表姐夫表妹表弟
`` 堂哥堂姐堂妹堂弟
`` 6位姐妹兼我的王后们
`` 其他朋友 与 好朋友
 `` 读者们 

2011新年快乐 ,
要乐观的走每一步哦 !
当然什么事 都要往好的方面想 (:!!!!



2010年12月26日 星期日

♥ Spread the "Love"


圣诞节对你们来说有什么特别的意义吗?
属于你们自己的. 
所以答案自己知道就好咯 (:


December 24th Was Christmas Eve.
All the catholic's knew every year of Christmas dEve,
our church would full like "Heaven".
I means all of the Catholic's Churchs.
Example like,
Our Main Cathedral , Sacred Heart Cathedral.

My Relatives said SHC was so FULL
Until the the Parish Hall. 
Because it's raining.

Superrrrrr FULL.
If  it was no raining,
alot of them will standing outside of the church
just to attended the Christmas Eve Mass (:

By the way,
it was so JAM,
My uncle took half an hour to came out from the Church,
Lucky they parked outside.
Can you imagine if they parked inside the parking area?
OH NO~~~~~~


But SHC choir is Simple awesome ,
truthfully all of them alike angels singing.

I dint attended SHC Mass this year,
But i did last few years.
Their choir was already FAMOUS.

My cousins Estee and Emmanuel Join the Choir Group this year.
(:

Another Church Example like 
St.Simon LIKAS,
St. Immaculate bukit padang,
Stella Maris,
Camerlite and etc.
also having the same situation.

so its was JAMMING everywhere.Lmao.



Outside was raining heavily during Christmas eve,
so my parents decide absent the mass at Camerlite.
that's why at last i still stayed at home.

But of course !
we still attended the mass on 25th december early in the morning (:



Can you saw it ?!
Christmas presents ! (:
the activities which is the Children most like,
Including meeeee xD

Almost 10pm like that,
all of them are backed from mass.
so,
Started preparing foods,
set up everythings.






Excuse me?

Looking on the watch everyone..


5
4
3
2

1

MERRY CHRISTMAS!

Hugging everyone,
Celebrate the Joy of  Christmas.


Samboy cant wait to open his Present.
Lmao.

He just learned a sentences ,
It was.


Hao ke ai yor !

 HAHA.


This is what call Christmas. (:

This is what i got Under the Christmas tree (:


still have some of them,
that i forgot to captured it xD


Can you see my new IPOD?
Thanks to Dad and mum !


Of course aunties and uncles,
THANKYOU! (:


Oh ya,
Thanks for my brother steven too.

He gift us a TV,
and add on another Christmas Pressie 
that i forgot to captured it x)
but i got captured the box.

Thankyou to Bro and Future Da sao xD



Our pressie from our Dai gor and dai sou
it was wrapped with love de lorhs xD


Niceeeeeee kannn?


Gor, what gaya is that ? @@




Christmas ,

Get what i mean?
Stayed together, Play together.
Sharing, Caring and Loving.

If you got love,
Spread it out,
Shared to other's too.

Do it like what Lord jesus did it to us.

There are a words called Happiness.
How many of them got it ?

Being selfish,
Jealousy,
Stingy ,
Too proud?
Looked down of other's?


You wont tired ?
why you get yourself so tired ?
why dun share what you have ?


Some of them said they wants to be simple,
They just want to lead a simple life.

but ,
are you really doing that ?!
Have you taken the first steps?
Don't you ?

Or still carrying all the past on your wrist?


You will feel gentle,
if you are prepared to put down.


(:

Try it out.
It almost 2011 already.
Do you want to bring all the sadness to another NEW year?




×××××××××××× ♥ ×××××××××××

 25th december

Christmas Lunch.
at my "Da yi" house. 


Idk why my mirror became so dirty 

=@=

so ignore it .


My cousins Nephew 
Baby Isaac 
So DAMN Leng zai !!!!!!



He Prefers his Dad Camera's i think XD







 Isaac Really very leng zai xD


started
Playing with my camera's xD


Our Christmas Gift from Marie jie (:

  
This made me laugh alot xD
Our Christmas gift from our "Da yi"


Both of them are very cute izzit ? XD

3pm off to home,
Prepared for night (:

×××××××××××× ♥ ×××××××××××

Night.
Christms dinner with my Realatives and also my Family.
Turkey?
Dun have.

Baby Turkey?
Confirm !
Turkey is a must for Christmas !






You know what,
Last night the adults singing and chatting around.
They really enjoyed very much.

I heard their sang ,
and spread the happiness to one and another.

Our music's family
Two guitars is enough xD



Long time dint see daphne jieee ! xD


Children was sitting together ,
watching movie and chatting around.



I still remember while my grandma asked my brother about 
when will they get married.

My brother and Future dai sou
was so speechless and my brother walk to another side
and KCKC dint heard that.


untill all of us laughing like hell xD

Then i answered my grandma like this,
Po, Me as his sister answered your question !
Because that day at KL he already told me,
Next year he will be married with jiejie xD

My cousins said,
waaaa, few days again then Next year liaw worrr..

AGAIN,
LOL.


at last we took a family photos also,
But not in my camera's ):

so wait for other's upload lorr (:

all of them like "Bu she de" to go home,
but it's getting late (:
Hope all of you enjoyed your Christmas too !
because it's only happened once a year ! (:

Blogg end.
3:39pm
26/12/2010
(:

2010年12月15日 星期三

2010年12月6日 星期一

♥ Faker 是吧?


老实说 我对你本来没有什么感觉
 因为我知道你不懂 照片其实也有版权

*我这种创作人 对版权很敏感

你告诉我表妹
 你在Google找到我的自拍照
然后就用了我的照片

OK! 我觉得我的错!
所以没有去追究
只要你换走所有的照片去你的真人照!
我就不会生气,

小姐.
不是, 你是先生还是小姐?
我管你是阿瓜还是先生还是小姐.

你的出现让我觉得很荣幸**
因为你在圣诞月把我给惹火

我第一次看到你的个人档案的时候
我就说

咦?13岁?
小妹妹. 算了啦 
我那么成熟 还要跟一个小妹妹吵架争照片咩


很多人帮我Report了,
也很多人因为跟她吵就被Block了.

我告诉你
我的靠山 多过你
也比你的牢固.

妹妹
早日回头
我怕你会后悔  
我真的很怕你会后悔


我看你17 或 18 岁的时候
你会取笑自己做了那么愚蠢的事 !



你尊重我 我会尊重你
你尊重我的朋友和亲戚  我的朋友和亲戚也会尊重你


完毕
看不懂 叫你妈妈来教你读



My Real Acc
This real



This is Faker !
Click this ! report her!

2010年12月4日 星期六

♥ Holiday? part 1.



Yesterday was so damn boring,
and i was thinking to wear my new shoes for KL trip,
so i decide to change the shoes style  to my own style.
i wan the shoes look  sweet + cute + cool.

BEFORE.



i dislike the yellow diamond ,
so i change into whole white.

AFTER.



the camera cant took the blink blink of the white pearl,
if not really look niceee ♥
Because of this, i spent one hour on it.
i even forgot to eat my dinner.

my shoes have mickey head on the side ,
i dislike the white thingy,
it's looks very "Kua jiong"
BEFORE.



i added Black bling bling  to close up the white thingy.
and also some white pearls to decorate around the mickey head.

AFTER.


So,
How it is?
any comment? (:

D.I.Y need to spend alot of time !
think it before you do it !

i done it in the morning (:

APART FROM THAT,



My "kiu kung", had came from england last few days,
bring along his daughter and daughter - in law.
they were truly friendly and nice (:

I just met them for the first time,
am busying for SPM examinations last few days
so i absent the dinner with them (:

My "kiu kung" had many life experiences,
he kept told us and reminded us,
Please do love our parents especially our mother,
because you will regret if they were gone by your side,
he also asked us ( the children ) to believe what he said.

i had been to dentist this morning,
and my mouth were quite suffer to talk.



my "kiu kung" was very caring,
he taught me many kind of idea to stop the ache.
but i truly dun dare to try XD
when they have to go,
my "kiu kung" holded my hand told me,
i knew its very pain for you,
but you have to be tough to win the pain,
After the pain is always better and beautiful.

he took the ache of my mouth to describe into my own life !
Its quite touched ):

They fly to Hong kong today,
his daughter is very nice,
she bring her daddy to travel around (:
so sweeet izzit?

anyway,
he is a very FUNNY Person too !
we love him so much !

hope we got another chance to meet up again,
Take careeee (:




Quite tired now,
Blogg end.
9:43pm

2010年12月2日 星期四

♥ 哪怕只有那几个字


好累.
很累.
疲惫.
疲倦.
我也希望有人会关心我
哪怕只有那几个字
考了过后
的确和班上的人拥有最后的回忆
一起倒数最后那一分钟.

 很快乐
很自在
这些都没错.

可是我觉得以后要找个人聊天也好难.

想到这里
我真的觉得好累.


Blogg end.
6:57pm

2010年12月1日 星期三

♥ Hello christmas !

 

很快的今天就是圣诞月
很多地方都有圣诞的气氛了吧
很像真的在提醒我们已经是圣诞了哦!

考完后的行程应该会很赶.
6号有报佳音在我家
姐妹要来凑热闹吗?
7号我就要飞了 倒数剩下6天!
即期待也即害怕
一个人坐飞机咯, 感觉很害怕
旁边又不知道坐的是什么人 ):

接下来的行程都会在KL,
14号回来, 我看20号我要回学校一趟,
不然你们的衣服怎么拿? @@
当然当中的 15,16,17,18,19 号 都可以约出来见面,
如果你们要啦  (:
我应该都Ok (:
我觉得16,17 比较好. (:

21号Nelson 生日.
你们有去吗?
我还在考虑 ):

22号Hollywood Night.
22号之后我应该大多的时间都是和亲戚渡过,
因为已经是圣诞的那个礼拜了 !! (:
耶!
期待!
我要礼物礼物礼物!


*帽子很酷!
我二表哥送大表哥的礼物.
Eric, 我生日我也要 !! T.T


我看12月的Post会很少很少
有New Post的话应该会很长很长.
所以我恳求你们 千万千万不要忘记我
我会很失望的 ):


Just click on the Link (:


My sister Blog (:




说实话,
我依然比较期待圣诞节 (: 


Blogg end.
9:41am

2010年11月29日 星期一

♥ 谁知道. 这样有多伤.

 
Woooooooots !
new post again.

you know what,
i really felt so damn hungry,
but really don't have to mood to eat anything.

it's about 4:25pm now,
and i dun even eat a thing yet.

YEA.
From morning untill now.
seriously.

I repeat, YES! I AM SERIOUS OKAY!! 
I really admire my own stomach.

From just now i  already kept saying,
Grrrrrrrrrrrr, Damn HUNGRY laaaa.
):

but i still not yet eat a thing,
i want to try if i can sustained until Dinner (:

 I Would like to know if this 
can continue hang on until this evening.
 *because someone really angry just because i 'm not eating,
so i decide to continue like this until this evening only (:

actually i'm trying to be more understanding,
Find out the hungry and the feeling of those children that cant have their normal meal.

hahhas,
that is my mission too (:
and now trying to succeed this mission.


Yesterday i already tried once,
but failed,
i ate breakfast after church.
trying not to eat lunch and also dinner.

Failed because i started feeling dizzy and headache,
after that felt like want to vomit like this.

So at last still asked mummy to help me
Da baooo supper for me XD

 



My skin condition is getting worse,
OMG.

Do you understand that there is a person 
he/she do not like talking in front of others
 but just chat with acquaintances.

I was able to identify 
there is alot this kind of person.

Hard to let go,
Hard to cover up

but in the sight of other's,
they were tough to let go ,
and trying to cover up.

Some of them look like really very tough,
 But who knows,  
in fact they are prone to injury?
 think too much,
and always suspect the peoples or living things that around them.

In the eyes of others,

They are always full of confidence,
 actually they're not
in fact they were just protecting themselves.

  

and the point is ,
i am one of them (:

Blogg end.
who care's?
5:16pm

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