*why so proud?*
i think if blog were my own room , i can't imagine how much dust piling here and there.
lol.
guess what, two more months until my graduation day,
i am actually really really really really excited to step out from my current college with finally no assignments, no tutorial , no presentation and no more TEST situation!
but when i turned back and think , if i really stepping out,
there're more worst thing that i need to face in the future.
it fears me.
trust me, i never experience it ,
but what my brother facing , what's my parents facing or what's my boyfriend facing about their job,
i would relate to my own. No Job would 100% suit someone.
what will make them love their job is only salary.
i guess everyone put salary amount at the first place ba.
i thought about 34324837483 times that i should stay here and continue my degree?
but i'm not sure izzit the path that i choose will suit me pretty well?
I would damn regret if i choose a wrong course.
It's will waste my MONEY(the PTPTN loan) , My Parents Money , My brother Money.
and most of all, waste My TIME.
So I've discussed with my dad before,
if i can choose , i would like try to experience of marketing in one of the bank first,
and then i will know am i really love marketing?
If marketing is really my interest , i will continue my degree major with marketing.
and he accepted what i want *peace*
I din't even regret to take business administration as my diploma course,
*but actually i regretted before HAHAH*
and now i know why my aunt and my mum want me to take this.
because i have wider choice in my future.
I can major in management , major in marketing , major in accounting and finance.
I can go everywhere if i want. *as long as my supportive parents is with me*
Sometime of course i will regretted about choosing a path like this,
(I mean i chosen to study outstation)
毕竟一个人的时候
会想家 会孤单 会委屈 会无助.
想哭又难 想和妹妹吵架都难 想丢东西发泄都难
LOL
But is okay, things will be past , everything will turn good.
So my coming blog post would be Nico birthday Night! (:
stay tune !
