♥ Stress enough!

felt so frustrated for this few days.

Not because of my mother  change my accommodation from student house to Hostel.

Honestly,  actually I quite angry about this.  

Not because i afraid of Dont have any freedom at there. 

Hostel still OK for me to stay.  quite easy to walk to college

I Dun mind to live at hostel.

I angry  because HOSTEL FEES Is Much More expensive then student house!

You guys know what,

I dislike peoples too cares about my personal stuff.

Except my parents, they can control because i respect them.

I understand my parents budget every month.

So,  Student house far abit i dont mind,

I rather to walk 10 to 15 minutes to college everyday.  

Just because i know my parent Budget.

But someone, i meant my relatives or those Peoples that around my mother,

Keep on giving those Negatives thoughts.

I AM A GIRL. SO what?

Girls no need to study ?  Wait married merhs?!

You guys can protect me how long?

My whole life?

I still need to learn how to grow uppp!

 I promised you guys i will Behave,

Then I WILL.

No need to promised you guys i also know i need to behave.

I'm Roman catholic's, 

Went to church at sunday.

Attended Sunday school until now i already Graduated.

You thought i dun have brain arhs?
 I joint youth camps and attended some Lecture too!

You thought i will forget what my parents taught me?

what my brother told me?

What my grandparents expect me?

I'm a girl that having education and Religions.

Other then that,  I Have family education too.

I know which is Good which is BAD.

I know which is Right which is Wrong.

besides,

I AM 18,   Know how to think about my future.

know how to move on.

I'm really clear that i am going there is FOR STUDY.

I'm Clear more then you guys thoughts.

I Dont Know why all of the 38 Peoples will think so much lorhs?

Izzit any reward to take ?!  If yes, I wan Too! 

Can share ?!!!!!

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I know some of you will worry about that i'm going so far,

but I have relatives  and friends there.

Worry is worry,

Need to think about all the negatives thought always?

Where is all the positives thoughts?

I dint tell everyone that i'm going there for study just because of this,

I Confirm know they will keep persuaded my mum dun let me to go.

Just because of worrying me.  so Thanks first . 

But stop all the talks that making my parents worried,

I dun like my parents worried about me, Because i am 18 now.

I will feel i'm so childish to making them worry.

God guide me always, and i believe my beloved grandpa always protect me.

please stop all the negative thoughts,

I dun wan to make my parents worry,

If not how am i going to concentrate on my studies in a situation like this?

I promised move to Hostel because my parents worried.

You guys dunno my parents income, so keep talked about those negatives news.

of course,  TALKED no need to pay maaaaa.

kan?

38 no need to pay maaaa right?

But Hostel Need to pay worrrrrrrrrr.

Pun not you guys pay for me !

of course wont sam tong laaaaa !

so  stop  all  this,

I need to stop having nightmare everynight too!!

Stress enough!

Gonna Appreciate for your cooperation (:

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