*I have to mention before i start this .
This is seriously not an advertutorial :)
True Story.
Play the video above before you start reading this.
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3 years ago ,
The Perete families went through the most toughest moment
before we totally accepted the fact that he was leaving us.
I'm the first grandchild who watching how my grandpa leaving before the other's came.
The pictures of that day is still on my mind.
*I still remembered i ponteng class because want to accompany mummy to hospital*
the memory never gone until now.
My Smallest Aunty was hugging me and i felt her fear.
We starred on those doctors whose trying to save him and our heart keep praying for him.
*there were 3doctors if no wrong*
My grandma was coming on the other side with her tears , and fainted.
Until those doctors told us that they felt so so sorry and they already tried their best.
Everyone was finally Collapsed .
I was stunned for 4 or 5 seconds and the tears can't stop falling.
All of My cousins, uncle and aunties were finally came.
While my Cousin sister April reached, both of us hugged each other and crying desperately.
all of us felt hurt.
besides, all of us waiting for the father/priest.
we calmed ourselves down and done the prayer for our beloved.
The Funeral van was finally here,
Both of my cousins brothers and i accompanied him until the funeral parlor.
Until today ,
we never forget his smile , his action , his laughter, and what he taught us.
especially the moment he holding the guitar to play and all of us sing together every gathering .
last few days ,
I was begging boyfriend to accompany me to a park that grandpa usually bring us there to Jogged once i got back.
because Never forget the moment that he brought three of my little cousin ,
My sister , Cousins sister went there to have a jog,
The most awesome moment was all of us was singing nursery rhymes on the car while on the way to the park.
Last few weeks ,
I was facing the most depressed moments that i never had in my college life.
I never tell or showing out to friends or boyfriend until i play less, joke less with them.
Just because can't find anyone right to tell.
or maybe can said this , i dunno what to tell .
Until the day , anniversary of his death.
I dreamed my beloved my grandpa.
I dreamed that my sister and I was in a room.
she went out to balcony to took my shirt ,
she came in with fear and locked up the door directly and said there was a stranger outside.
the stranger knocked on the door and i opened it .
He asked me " Where is My Brother?!" with a very fierce expression on his face.
I got shocked and i ran out from my room but in the same time I saw Him, my grandpa and he hugged me directly.
I woke up and called boyfriend directly and my heart pumped very fast.
*Actually i want to called Mummy first but was already midnight.i afraid she will get shock.*
He asked me what happened to me this few days , keep woke up on the midnight.
and i told him what i had dreamed. to be honest , i am sweating when i told him this.
then i asked him , "today... 23rd? izzit 23rd?!"
He stay stunned and said "Yeaaa.. why ?"
I was thinking izzit 21st of 23rd my grandpa anni.
*I almost forget about it because stressing for few days*
Boyfriend accompanied me and asked me Stop thinking about it..
have a good night sleep so i could called my mom to asked about it tomorrow morning.
On 23rd of October,
i called my mother and ask her to make sure the date early in the morning.
She asked why and then I told her what i dreamed in the midnight.
she bought my last phone number at sabah 4D.
and the next day my number really out at the special prize.
My mum was so adorable,
called me early in the morning and told me the good news.
After the amazing dream,
i had a good night sleep every night.
the percentage that i woke up in the middle of night was decreased.
So ,
grandpa . Thanks for always being with me.
I think i understand what you trying to message me in my dream .
This is the greatest dream that i never had.
And ya !
The little girl on the video is my cousin sister Estee and the father inside the video is my uncle.
the one who singing this is my Smallest aunt!
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