♥ Emo-ish .

So i'm back after one and half months!!
*why so proud?*
i think if blog were my own room , i can't imagine how much dust piling here and there.
lol.

guess what, two more months until my graduation day,
i am actually really really really really excited to step out from my current college with finally no assignments, no tutorial , no presentation and no more TEST situation!
but when i turned back and think , if i really stepping out,
there're more worst thing that i need to face in the future.
it fears me.
trust me, i never experience it ,
but what my brother facing , what's my parents facing or what's my boyfriend facing about their job,
i would relate to my own. No Job would 100% suit someone.
what will make them love their job is only salary.
i guess everyone put salary amount at the first place ba.

i thought about 34324837483 times that i should stay here and continue my degree?
but i'm not sure izzit the path that i choose will suit me pretty well?
I would damn regret if i choose a wrong course.
It's will waste my MONEY(the PTPTN loan) , My Parents Money , My brother Money.
and most of all, waste My TIME.
So I've discussed with my dad before,
if i can choose , i would like  try to experience of marketing in one of the bank first,
and then i will know am i really love marketing?
If marketing is really my interest , i will continue my degree major with marketing.
and he accepted what i want *peace*

I din't even regret to take business administration as my diploma course,
*but actually i regretted before HAHAH*
and now i know why my aunt and my mum want me to take this.
because i have wider choice in my future.
I can major in management , major in marketing , major in accounting and finance.
I can go everywhere if i want. *as long as my supportive parents is with me*

Sometime of course i will regretted about choosing a path like this,
(I mean i chosen to study outstation)
毕竟一个人的时候
会想家 会孤单 会委屈 会无助.
想哭又难 想和妹妹吵架都难 想丢东西发泄都难
LOL

But is okay, things will be past , everything will turn good.
So my coming blog post would be Nico birthday Night! (:
stay tune !

♥ His love.

I have the mood of blogging right now, so hello guys!
so as you guys knew, i am on my semester break right now,
No place better then my own hometown.
i love college life, but who doesn't miss home?
So far away and there's a super big ocean between my own hometown and my study locations,
like seriously? i can't go home without airplane man -.-''

so yeaaa..
Boyfriend finally got his own car ! congratulations ! *fireworks*
although not really a branded car but i am so so so so proud of him!!!! *I am serious*
how many people can loan a car under their own name without family giving half of the money?
I always hope i can find a guy that half of my brother and half of my dad and here he is ! :D
(if you know my family. (; )
Thanks to his friends that helped him so much before !
am appreciating ! (:

urmmm..  yeaaa.. thanks god for giving such relationship like this.
long distance relationship is a tough mission for couple like us,
but distance means so little when someone means so much.
its actually quite tough because when we having argument
he unlike others that can come over my place to solve our problem side by side. 
impossible to fly over my place by airplane just to solve a small problem ba?
and one of the reason that i prefer about him?
he not really a very rich guy, he have finance problem too sometimes,
but when his friend want to borrow money from him , he just lend to them.
is like... urmmm..  he don't even care he actually enough to use or not,
lend to those who need is more important.
but you guys don't see this then direct borrow money from him larrr.. that is too over edy. hahahahaha..
*Big eyes*

My life is perfect because..
Baby you light up my world like nobody else.
Hahahahahaha.
damn music sense laaa meee..

i knew sometimes i am making you headache of my stubbornness,
but i born this way and you  accepted !
You are over protective and so much defect i could complaint.
Sometimes just quite hard to breath when something make you misunderstanding about me.
and i was too lazy to explain and let it be.
but however how hard the situation is,
we should walk through it together.
and i promised before, i always stay with you no matter how (:

Thanks for the love you gave and you are giving,

♥ Port Dickson & Malacca class trip part One !

So my classmates and i had planned a class trip to port dickson and malacca last friday, saturday and sunday!

we going to live two nights at Marina crescent condo.

Don't ask me about the living places because it under my friends company.

and the main point we only paid RM1.80 each person for two nights !

YES. we have 11 humans. HAHAHAH.

so which means total only RM20 for two nights!

Excited Max! Super thanks to wan yi ! (:

Nico and I skipped the afternoon class because our room was painting that day,

we have to clean all the stuffs and arranged them back after painting.

after that qk came and picked us up ,

then we had our tea @ murni discovery aman suria while waiting wan yi to finished her work.

chilling time ! 

The gang !

Then we heading to port dickson around 6pm after Qk picked wan yi up
and arrived our condo almost 7:30pm.
Everything at the condo satisfied us except the Digi line and the heater for bathing over there!
Digi Line seriously worst to the max !
Even my 3G line only SHOWED "E".

After we done cleaning the whole room and who want to bath got to bath,
we heading to the nearest Mamak to had our dinner.
Camwhore before Out !

The guys with the "Unprepared" poses.

Girls with the "Prepared" poses.

Reached mamak restaurant to have our dinner ! (:
Two black shirt wearing girls.
hahah

Guys with sleeping faces o.O

Girls always cheerful then guys.
LOL.

Done our dinner !
then heading to the most nearest beach to feel the "air of PD"
LOL.
But something really awkward.
we went there but saw the sea water had ebb -.-"
kinda spoiled our mood but the guys made lotsa of fun !
The guys started to kicked sand and girls of course run for avoiding.
but then we drew a line between us and then said want to PK one of my classmates.
we all very serious with a really murderous look before shout the "1,2,3"at the start
but when we ready to attack him,
he run backward damn fast.
damn silly !

The guys even done a sea side version of broad jump.
i miss that night seriously !
we almost shouted until our voices changed for a moment.

After playing and shouting around is time back to our place!
bath and rest !
Out of the sudden, kah sheng said his watch that worth RM200++ had dropped at the beach !
and all of us burst out laughter before we feel "ke lian" him XDDD
we're so meannnnn.

because line so bad in our bed room,
so i went out to the living room while chating with Lenx in the call.

He already damn bad mood because of his watch until like this!

Then the couple came and joined our conversation
started to chat!

playing and laughing around even we knew is time to bed
because the next day malacca trip have to wake up really early.
after finished discussed where we gonna eat at malacca,
and who wake up and bath first then wake others up to prepare then we all gone to bed.
So first night ended like this!

The next day i am the one who woke up really early.

The view outside our condo so stunning !
s

while we waiting for others ! :)

we're leaving around 8:30am as what we discussed before the night.
Yep. I woke up at 6:30am Man -.-''

Once we arrived we direct went for the famous chicken rice ball !

seriously their chicken rice balls are superb !
Ya, i have the best classmates ever,
They just let a sabahan guide them where to go , where to eat , which road, which places even though they are locally from west malaysia ! O.O

Camwhore again during having our Que and waiting for our turn.
we force to separate two tables for guys and girls because they not enough space for 11 of us.

We asked for half of an chicken because we not expect to eat too full,
because we gonna eat more at malacca !

After our chicken rice balls as our breakfast ,
we went to the famous "sam shu gong" to shop for some home coming gifts.

This is so cute !

but we din't buy it :P

at last some of my friends and i bought this !
More healthy and more worth it :P

say hello to the famous Jonker street ! (x

The guys!

 The girls ! (:

kah sheng said want to go jonker88 for the curry noodles that i recommended them early before the chicken rice balls.
some of us were full so we din't join.
we spent time shopping at jonker walk and bought some home coming gifts over there.

I definitely love malacca building i don't know why.

Maybe i don't often see them? hahahah.

City buildings make me feels sienz because almost the same patterns.

Or i am the only with that kind of thought?

alright, just say i am weird :P

Mummy called me and asked for "ding ding Tong"
but my friend recommended me to buy during the night market (:

Then we went into a souvenir shop.

In the jonker gallery ! (:
don't forget to self camwhore.
hahahaha.

I still remembered i choosing which elephant keychain for my sister here :D

wanted to show black faces to qk because he kept took pictures non stop -.-
but ended up like a silly face.
LOL.

My sister asked me to take picture with this da xiang.
hahahah. then asked me to whatsapp her (x

Then we got to tried the famous Durian puffs original from malacca.
Damn tasty ! you guys must try this in malacca its just right beside Jonker88 restaurant.
7 durian puffs only for RM10.
worth it right?

after that we walked through the red house and took some pictures with the historical buildings.

Then next stations is the famous nadeje mile crepe cakes !
while we heading to mahkota parade (:

We arrived there finally !

but still have to Q. -.-"

Because sittings was limited,
so we let two pairs of couples go in first..
then we wait for more sits (:

But i really recommend for the original flavour laaaaa,

i prefer the original oneee.. 

we spent one a half hour at Nadeje i think..

because we were damn tiring,

we almost walked the whole malacca -.- 

listen? we're walked ! -.-

But fortunately the whether of that day is good.

The sun din't show it face to us ! XD

Thanks God.

after that we walked awhile in the mahkota parade then we heading to the most famous food in malacca !

The satay celup !

actually i can't really remembered where izzit located you know.

Qk actually using his GPS to bring us but then he mentioned that the cloudy whether blocked his satellite.

we need to reached there before 4:30pm because it open at that time,

so Nico and I cross over to opposite and asked one of the workers.

luckily he described it very well !

we reached there on time. 

while we waiting for it to open.
we doesn't wait very long :P
almost 15-20 minutes.
we talked and chat then feel the time past kinda fast (:

It only RM0.90 for each sticks! 

wait for what ?!

luckily we went there on time if not we gonna Q up such a long Q like this!

dragon also lose already /.\

I know this post is already long enough,

so i gonna BREAK IT INTO 2 parts.

so stay tuned for another post yaa!

Byeeee !